Free-floating Anxiety

[jamesq]

1. I want to help, but don't know how.
   
2. Looming project deadlines.
   
3. While new friends are appearing, I fear that others may be slipping away.
   
4. I went running today, but had to stop after a few blocks because my left knee was bothering me. I've never had trouble with my knees before.
   
5. Tomorrow I'm going to compete to become the Principality Archery Champion.
   
6. Curia meeting on Sunday - I hope it's not another "blame Montengarde" meeting like in February.

There is some good news: Wednesday's council meeting went about as smoothly as I think it's possible for an SCA cat-herding meeting to go. We moved forward on a lot of stuff, had decent closure on other stuff and it was all done with a minimal amount of off-topic wandering.

Comments

[manyra.livejournal.com]

What was blame montengarde about Feb? I'm sorry if it felt that way.

[jamesq]

Oh, it was nothing you (or TH bork107 and justgemma17) did. I was late and hung-over. Then every question I was asked, I answered with "I don't know. Let me get back to you". It didn't help that Montengarde was late with its warrants and NMS. I just really really hate feeling incompetent. Hopefully I'll be a little more useful this time. Also, I'll have my trusty and competent minion MC with me.

On the bright side we got high praise for our Chatelaine. Thanks again to gifted_spirit!